The wonderfully unpredictable thing called life….

July 3rd, 2008 by lakers-ferrari-vonne
Yes.. Life… It may suck at times it may be gloriously plesurable at others… The unpredictability is what makes it interesting to live in… To try and make the most of each day.. (Though I’m thinking the way I’m living my way now is soooooo not the right way)

So, as I reminiscent the old days and see where all my frens are now and how evryone is soooo caught up in their own life…. I look at mine… CRAP!! My life literally spell BULLOCKS!! Forget medicine, I might be heading to UMS to study civil… Now who wud haf seen tat coming?? I sure didn’t… As far as I’m concern, I never liked engineering courses.. Stil do… (no offence to those who studied eng) But, to please and lighten the load on both my parents, the right choice for me now is just take the SH*T from the gov and deal with it… LIFE!!!

Frens.. Wherever u may be… Make sure to always have a spare room at your place… Coz I’m changing my mindset.. This world is all about the KA-CHING!!! (Gone is the gurl who thinks it is worth making a difference through your actions and conduct) I’m gonna make lots of it to travel and all you lot wil be my tour guide…

It wil be a glorious world tour for me.. Son and Pete in USA, Kim Mah, Van, Cher in UK, Tim in Germany, Laavy in France, Abraham in Russia, Von Mak in India, Daph and Mandy in Aussie, Kim Suan, Teresa, Matilda and Laine in NZ… N I know there are more places and people evrywhere just can’t recall for now… Heck, that is a lot of hotel money saved… Plus if I can get Josh and Richard as pilots and just chil in the cabin crew… Hahhaha… Owh, dun worry, if Sabah ever changes, i’ll drive u all around and show you da new sites!! (Though it might not happen so soon… maybe in our next lifetime..)

Seriously, is there a point to this note, you’re wondering??? Wellll… NOOOOO… Hahahhaa.. But that is LIFE!!! Sometimes, I wonder how God controls all this in heaven.. I mean how many billion lives are we talking about and each one with his or her own life to go through…. I’m sure he doesn’t concentrate on his favourites and leave the rest to fend for themselves rite?? We will never knoe…

Yet, we HOPE… We haf FAITH…. HOPE & FAITH… (pun intended) Now, that makes al circumstances no matter how ugly worth living…. It changes our perspective on things and makes it look sumwhat a subdued, slightly brighter than before..

As a conclusion.. (My essays are a train wreck these days with the amount of accumulated dust and rust in my brain the past wat.. 6 months…) Life for all of us is different and challenging in their own ways.. Some wud haf it better while some will come out of it worse for wear… Yet, there is always something to learn from every experiences, be it good or bad.. U just gotta get the filter in the brain working to appreciate the gud and kip the bad as a reminder…

To all my frens (Rainbow playschool, Sri Gaya, Franciscans, The ‘Saints’, tuition buddies and unknown sources of origin) and family (Children’s Liturgy, Prayer Meet, LIFETEEN and LIFELINE) who had definitely made LIFE a worthy cause and worth living so far.. I dedicate this pointless note to you… HAhhahh…. May you read this and look at your life (then compare it to the kids in Africa minus the Jolie-Pitt adopted Zahara) and realise just how lucky both you and I are…

We may not send sms often or write emails or even call each other often…(Gosh, we are tech freaks) Or even if I may just limit my luv to you to throwing peroxide and giving you fake boobs on the superpoke application on facebuk, I will still and owez remember you… (Ok.. I’m lying.. Sumtimes remember you) ;-p

Finally… Yes, this is the REAL finally.. I wud like to say a sincere thank you to all of you…. You might not realise the impact you had in my life… (I haven’t fully realised it either) Yet, I know all of you were in my life for a purpose and a reason… So, do I feel lucky??? Sure I do… No matter where LIFE leads me next.. I’ll try my best to include y’all aights??

P/S:- Those who are back in KK, hola at me wud u??? I feel sooooo lost as to who is back and who is not.. Hahahha.. Sowi… Owh.. I’m leaving next wik to c da pope so beta make it quick eh…

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Haiz.. Sigh.. Malaysia Gov.. Wat are u trying to do???

June 18th, 2008 by lakers-ferrari-vonne

Truth be told, I no longer know where I want to start this topic… But I just need to get it out of my chest before I sink lower into depression… Hahahha…

So UPU results were out today.. To those with no clue what UPU is it is the release of out local university placement… So yeah.. Well, I took STPM and really studied my ass for it.. 1 and a half year ppl… Pretty much months of studying from 11-5 a.m., going to skool, well sleeping in classes.. (ermm penat ba).. coming home to sleep, tuition and the whole cycle repeats itself.. Anyway, all those for one exam!! 10 papers to actually determine your life and your future!!

And all those passed, results were out.. Got 3.67 out of 5 subjects.. Thats like A- so ermmm if u tink gud, then gud lar, if u tink buruk then buruk lar.. But I was grateful and harbouring hopes lar.. Apa tidak.. Bukan senang ba itu… Hahhaha… So applied for UPU.. 8 choices.. I made sure I mix like a lot of courses so I will not be given funny funny stuff.. Chose things like medicine(no hope lar if Malaysia), dentistry, actuarial science and law…

Then the first flaw of this system… They expect the form 6 students to wait 3 months to know their results just so the matriks students who finishes their studies in May can join our intake.. N we also have to compete with them… I shall not go into the lengthy debate on why Matriks students always get higher pointers than STPM students for I am aware a lot of you already know that…

Btw.. I do seem rationally calm rite?? Hahahha.. So.. UPU results were out today.. Shocker?? For me?? I dunno… I have been screwed by the government too many times to actually be shocked…(People who know me way back understand) But I was very angry and ermmm… **&%^%%$#%$# lar… They gave me my 90th choice if ever lar ada, computer science in UNIMAS!!! So, my question to the people in charge is, am I really that stupid that the only course I deserve to get is Computer Science!!

Well.. It got worst.. I heard news that frens of mine with lower pointers got this course and that course.. First choice summore.. Engineering, medicine, etc.. Which leave me here..

Firstly, I don’t know what I’m feeling now.. I think I cried the most ni today.. I think ada 4 hours lar none stop!! Not proud of it but not ashamed of it either.. I had dreams since I was 3 but those dreams kinda changed along the way.. (From studying overseas time time lepas SPM, then to just studying local time time masih study STPM, then change to dentistry time lepas result) n now this… If u all can fathom how much this actually means to me so u mayb sumhow get wat I feel lar… Hahhaha… N now I’m suck with either accepting this course they give me or saying no to a place in local university.. Computer Science people is the course they gave me!!!

Anyway, I knoe there wil be lts of comment saying.. Take it, then appeal, go private, scholarship, etc.. I’m doing it now.. Waiting for responses… Got rejected by sum d.. (U knoe if the reject shop ever needs a spokesperson, I think I layak ni)… So now, I have 2-3 days to say yes or no.. What do u guys think?? Coz seriously rite now, My brain cells died and my heart cells are too… Hahahha….

To all yg dapat courses of their choice ka.. Or sumting they din ask for but better than me.. I’m not gonna tok bout it.. Lagi bikin sakit hati ja… Above all, U know what I want now?? I want GOD to tell me his exact plans for me!! I want an explanation of why I get the course that I get!! I want someone to look me in the eye and really tell me that I’m not good enough!! I want to be get what I deserve and most of all I want my dreams!!

Sigh…

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10 TINGS I WUD LIKE TO DO BEFORE I DIE!!

January 3rd, 2008 by lakers-ferrari-vonne

Guys, i saw Oprah one day n there was a guy who made a list bout the 10 tings he wanted to do before he died n got me tinking of the 10 tings i want to do before i die.. SO HERE IT GOES!! IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER!!

1. Bungee Jump

2. Watch THE OPRAH SHOW "LIVE"

3.Go to ANFIELD to watch LIVERPOOL PLAY A MATCH

4. Swim wif the dolphins

5. Enjoy sunset at the top of the eiffel tower

6. Attend a Mass presided by the POPE

7. Be on TV

8. Take days off to tour the world wif my loved ones

9. Fly a plane

10. Join an organisation to do some community service in other parts of the world..

Tat was my list.. i wud love to hear urs.. post it as my comment n who knoes.. we may share the same tings… we can do it together.. kim.. bungee jump??

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B A MAN!!

January 3rd, 2008 by lakers-ferrari-vonne

I have decided… As part of my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION, i will start a blog.. (P.S: I haf failed in my resolution before so you are warned) hahahahaha… So to kick start al tings i haf decided to rant about the hottest topic in Malaysia for now.. Malaysia Health Minister admitting to having sex wif a (I Quote) "personal fren" n later resigning from al his posts…

I tink evryone foreseen tat his political career vanished  the moment the DVD was distributed.. But i must applaud him for being brave enuf to admit tat it was him instead of doing wat 85% men wil do which is DENY, DENY, N DENY SUMMORE… Then, there wil b a circus going round trying to find the truth n in the end HURT HIS FAMILY AND FRENS!! By him comng out n saying tat he was indeed wrong proves tat he is man of words n action.. i wud wan MY MAN to b dat brave!! ADMIT WRONG!! (Even if he knows tat the aftermath wil b full wif blood, plenty of bashing n bruises.. but tats besides the point) 

Ok.. Back to the point.. Wif his brave admission came the consequences.. the resignation.. tel me.. how many ppl actually didn’t c tat coming.. wif the upcoming election i tink it was sooooo obvious.. So now, Malaysia has lost one of its "Cleaner" minister.. (Hold on a minute, is there such a word as Clean in politics?? Politician, NO OFFENSE) No, wat i meant was at least there was more hospitals when he was in charge, better infrastructure.. that kind of ting.. u get my point.. sigh…

Now back to the man, wat can he expect now?? well, i tink he at least deserve to haf a normal life after al this media frenzy.. It is unjust n unfair to criticise n judge a man who has bravely admit he was wrong.. I mean we all haf committed mistakes in our life n at time dare not even admit it.. Bottom line, leave him alone.. Bout the DVD, forget bout them.. whether or not they shud investigate, let the man decide.. after all its his personal life we’re talking about here.. If he says he doesn’t want to knoe, so be it.. he may haf a reason for it.. mayb he has a relationship wif tat woman.. we don’t knoe.. we can only speculate which wil make tings worse.. the way i look at it.. It’s a wake up call to politicians n public figures tat their personal life is seriously not at all "PERSONAL" the public is scrutinizing their every move so it wil be wise for them to tink before they leap!!

Finally, just because I applaud the man for admitting he was wrong, I certainly do not agree wif his action of having sex wif another woman besides his wife.. I will not get into the moral side of it as i assume al ppl feel the same way about t no matter wat religion u believe in.. Truth be told, i no longer feel safe in this world.. In a way tat nowadays, sex before marriage is so rampant, broken marriages r considered no big deal, n the institution of marriage is no longer SACRED!!! It’s scary!! Tat doesn’t include Gays, lesbians, etc.. (Not tat i af anyting against them i feel tat it’s just not God’s Plan.. Sorry)

So where does tat leaves us??? Seriously, i haf no clue.. But i knoe one ting for sure if this kind of lifestyle goes on, we wil redefine the norm of society.. By then, who else knoes wat disease wil come and take our lives?? The next ting you knoe… I AM LEGEND is no longer a fictional movie… TAT WIL DEFINITELY BE A VERY SCARY PROSPECT!!! Well, I Haf so swayed away from my point of origin..so haf your say about it n post me a comment.. wud love to hear wat u tink.. also keep the comments coming so tat i will continue posting.. hahaahahah.. i hate talking to the wall.. if you get wat i mean..

Lastly, just wud like to quote sumting i saw in a movie.. "Its so much easier to b the parents of boys as u wud only haf to worry about the one penis but being the parents of girls, u have to worry about all the penis…" (WAT?? PENIS IS NOT A BAD WORD.. ITS A BIOLOGY TERM FOR THE BOYS’ ASSETS!!!)

SO LONG.. POST!!!

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